Well of course...they whined yesterday morning. I want waffles. They were loud aggrivating, fighting, grrrrr. On top of that, after I was done in the house, I went up to the offices to find my "Christmas bonus". Well I sat there and waited for the lady they told us to see. She had no clue what I was talking about. Sent me downstairs to find my supervisor. He wasn't there so I saw his supervisor. She checked his office-nothing. She said that she'd have him get it to me either tonight when I came in or tomorrow morning before I left. I went out and started the car to warm it up and sat in the parking lot...by this time I've wasted 45 minutes. It's 8:45am and I thought he was suppose to be there at 8:30am. Then I thought maybe 9am. I figured that since I waited this long, I'll continue the extra fifteen minutes. Well other night shifter came up and sat with me in car. We both waited till 9:30am and said never mind. He didn't answer his phone when his supervisor called him and when a completely different night shifter called him, he thinks he hit ignore on his phone. I get to work tonight thinking that maybe, just maybe what was said was going to be done happened. FAT CHANCE! Nothing...I was dutily informed that his phone was out of battery charge is what he told other co-worker. Well that doesn't explain why he didn't come to give it to me tonight like his supervisor said. He lives on campus, so it isn't like he got stuck in traffic or something. Here is hoping that he actually comes in here in the morning to give it to me. Otherwise it will be the end of next week before I even see what it is. It is all based on how long you've been here I guess. So I'm sure it isn't much, but I'm beside that point now. I have never ever even met with my supervisor once. He's not even the one who hired me. I don't know if I'm doing a good job or a bad job. I'd like to think I'm doing well. But I was told in training that after two weeks we would meet to see where I needed to build strengths. That hasn't happened. I am trying to be optimistic and think that no news is good news. But it's kinda nice to know if you're doing all right or not.

I said that I would help out with making cookies or sloppy joe's at work if they bought the stuff for the holiday open house tour/package opening day that's next Friday. I was given the list of things to make....yes...a list....Maraschino cherry chocolate covered mice, buckeyes, holiday wreaths, caramel chocolate pretzels, and normal chocolate dipped pretzels, peanut butter kiss cookies, and chocolate chip cookies. WHAT THE HECK!?!?! Just because I work night shift, doesn't mean I'm the slave. I know I don't "watch" the kids when they are awake and causing chaos, but I have a list of things that I have to do at night every night. Granted I can get them done in plenty of time. But me saying I would make cookies or sloppy joe's---how did that turn into party slave making a crap ton of cookies and candy stuff? Can we say ABUSE OF OFFER?!?! HELLO!!!

On a separate note, I have this big secret to tell everyone. I can't share it yet. It's driving me bonkers!!! I wish I could shout out and yell to everyone WAHOO!!! But I can't. Give me like a week and I'll spill the beans.

I am so tired. I only slept like 3.5 hours because of waiting for no-show supervisor and getting pushed passed my normal time of being asleep all ready and also because of the secret. My nieces have their birthday party tomorrow (born same day two years apart). I'm not sure if I can go normally cause I'll be sleeping that time as it is, but at the rate I am at now. I'm whOOOped and I still have 6 hours left to go on this shift.

I am thinking of planning at Date day with Ben on Sunday. Last time I did this- I feel asleep trying to wake him up and he felt bad and didn't wake me up and I missed the whole entire thing. Yeah for me-not! So I really don't want to screw it up again this week. I've gotta think of something really fun to do, but that wouldn't waste my energy badly or is in a place that's dark and comfy (movie) that would make me fall asleep. Hmmm....what to do what to do?

My friend Kayla's Dad died on Tuesday an the calling hours on Sunday evening with the funeral on Monday afternoon. I think I'd like to go, but I'm not sure how it would go over since I never knew her Dad and I've only met her mom three times. Once at Bob Evans when they were eating together, once at Kayla's baby shower, and once on Wednesday night when I took food to Kayla and her husband, but since she was at her mom's I took it over there so she could share with her mom. Kayla just had a baby two weeks ago. She was induced to have the baby. I'm so glad God let that happen so her Dad could meet him because she wasn't even due until this week. My heart goes out to her and her family. She should be happy with a new baby and the holidays, but has to step aside for a sad situation. I wish I could hug her hard enough that it wouldn't hurt anymore. I luv ya lots, Kayla!

I'm almost out of Sweet Tea number 1....that is bad...very bad...I've finished it ahead of the schedule....I think it's cause I'm so tired.

Oh...and I've got my notebook here and I'm going to starting making my list of holiday baking items supplies. Yeah! SUPER EXCITED FOR THAT!!! I need to do Christmas shopping too. An still no tree...Sunday?? maybe?? Who knows, but this is a novel and half so- maybe more later. It's all rambled and non-coherent due to sleep deprivation anyhow. I'm outtie.